never look back, never forget.

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Fri, 08 Jun 2012 11:52:13 -0400

i’m cutting, i’m cutting, i’m cutting, i’m cutting i want to go deeper so...

Fri, 18 May 2012 03:03:25 -0400

i’m cutting, i’m cutting, i’m cutting, i’m cutting

i want to go deeper

so what’s stopping me?

nothing…

fuckwhy did i do that? i feel dizzy… i’m confused, lost, scared.i don’t know where...

Sat, 21 Jan 2012 22:44:19 -0500

fuck
why did i do that?
i feel dizzy…
i’m confused, lost, scared.
i don’t know where i am, i don’t know why i did it.
but i did.
i’m not upset at myself at all…
i’m glad i did it.

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Fri, 06 Jan 2012 00:34:01 -0500

i'm getting that feeling again

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 23:12:56 -0500

that feeling of wanting to kill myself… it’s overwhelming me.

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Tue, 25 Oct 2011 02:31:30 -0400

yes.

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 02:26:00 -0400

yes.

People who think Depression is a choice, take a second to think. How would it feel to wake up and not have the emotional strength to face people. To think that time is just passing by with no real reason. To feel so alone even when you are sitting in a room full of people. To have to put on a face and hide your feelings because no one would care anyway. To lose friends because you can't find the strength to go out and you can't physically be 'happy'. To cry yourself to sleep, hoping you wouldn't wake up then when you do you are exhausted from the night before, and it all starts again. You try to hide your feelings hoping no one would notice and if you slip up all you get called is attention seeking and 'emo'. Now tell me why someone would choose that? Depression is an illness, not a choice.

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 02:25:28 -0400

63317.) There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about being depressed. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't remember the moments when I felt like giving up because there was nothing there for me anymore. I remember how it feels every single minute of every single day. And I feel so lucky that I'm okay again now. Believe me when I say that it gets better and you ARE beautiful. xoxo

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 02:24:27 -0400

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Sun, 25 Sep 2011 20:38:37 -0400

my scars are starting to fade...

Sun, 25 Sep 2011 20:34:13 -0400

and it’s freaking me out, i have to make the pain stop, and i only know one way to fix it.

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Mon, 25 Jul 2011 04:57:49 -0400

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